The light so distant and bright before,

has suddenly grown dimmer,

I feel so cold.

I remain as nothing pulls me forward.

Don't let me fall back,

but I think I will.

Your voice sings enthusiasm but your words are heavy with disinterest.

eeeeeeeeeergh

So my heart string start twanging.

Oh oh but this person is going on exchange soon in august for a year.

I want to die.

I really thought my luck had turned around.

I really want to lobotomise myself.

Why am I always ditched for ugly people with no goals?

It makes me so annoyed.

I was just looking at your page and I noticed that the person who was ultimately chosen over me is someone who wears SOCKS WITH FUCKING SANDALS! and the velcro kind too.

Ergh makes me sick.

That's okay mum,

It doesn't matter that I've dropped everything to try and help you out since yesterday.

Geee don't crack the fucking shits because I accidently through some fish at the bottom of a pot.

I know your stressed and emotionally volatile but seriously - did you have to do that in front of papou?

Whatever.

I'm gonna hang out the washing and then do my fucking homework.

I might disappear sometime this year.