Apparently so.
With that said I think I'm seeing a light at the end of this tunnel - I really hope it is anyway.
Maybe it's just my eyes playing tricks on me.
Who knows really.
I just don't know if I can hold myself together much longer.
Looking at everything that's happened - it's comical, practically a joke. If it wasn't me and I'd heard about me I'd just laugh because I'd think - oh wow you're a great fool. I had such a decent harmony with myself and it's as if I have aimed to destroy it. It is as if I have tried to create pain in my life so it reins over the happiness that was growing.
I'd like to think I can try my best this time to not let it happen.
It rips me apart inside because I just like you so much,
so I really don't know if I will be successful,
because I not only have to stop myself - but I have to stop you,
I have to stop two people. Am I enough to do that?
Sometimes I wish I could forget everything.
I really do.
I'd just sit down on a park bench and feed the birds, so amused by their hustle and bustle.
That's it.
Wouldn't it be nice?
It's possible that we can be both miserable and happy at the same time, i believe.
ReplyDeleteIt seems that you're having a major crush on someone ;)
All the best for you.