21 tomorrow

Blah very interesting. I honestly don't feel it.
I'm excited but in a way that could be described as the following:
"Well I SHOULD be feeling this but I don't, however it would be best if I pretended."
It's only a number.
BUT what I am excited about is seeing people who I love, having a good night of drinking, eating and catching up.
ALSO I hate people who have decided to not come last minutes.
This is you IF:

YOU rsvp'd to my birthday party and oh I don't know GAVE me your word, then OH wait - had a law commitment. Pfft stupid bitch.
Coming at 11 o'clock doesn't quite cut it. I'm sorry but I'm more fucking important than an Indian concert.
I'm ALSO more important than a LAW show, a LAW SHOW?

Jesus.

Anyway, I'm quite curious to see how many "I'm so sorry babez I told you I could cum but something has come upppp, have fun though !!!!"

Everyone says, don't worry about it because all your loved ones are there.
I know, but it does hurt that for ONE evening certain people can't commit to spending time with you when they said they could.
Bah!
Humbug I say.

I'm loving the cure at the moment. ALSO loving the idea of going underwear shopping last week.

What do I hate these days?

Oh I don't know -

maybe my bad luck with dating, like disgusting luck!
How disgusting?
first date, doesnt talk, doesnt interact, apologises via text then confesses love *hint, that wasn't me, it was the person I went on the date with* BARF

also I hate uni right now.
My japanese teacher is so obviously lonely it is painful to watch, she spoon feeds us and is very fake sometimes. The strain is entertaining.

I haven't done much homework at all. I have 4 assignments due next week and I havent started any. Meh.

I went driving with mother tonight, and she was irritating me so i drove on the wrong side of the road in our street for shits and giggles. I clearly don't recognise how dangerous driving can be. HENCE why I shouldn't be driving. She started asking me questions like "do you have something on your mind?" and I was thinking, lol if you want me to have the third consecutive breakdown before my birthday for three years running well no, it ain't happening this year.

The fence is up to block out the neighbours, but will anything change? nooooo of course not.
Diagnose the symptom not the problem, duh!

I think I'll definately be travelling to japan but I need to work out how much this shit is gonna cost me, yen started getting stronger again, boo, go back to recession Japan, just until I do my exchange.

ALSO i love that Rob is back, makes me happy and wet.
I feel like playing Wii.

Cya

PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY!